Entries for August, 2004

August 1st, 2004

beer...



bat ganun?! ambilis ko mahilo sa red horse ahh..!?
its been awhile since i last kissed the bottle of that beer....
and i feel like vomiting....err...pero dati...kahit 3 bote at kahit walang kain...walang tama...ganun cguro talaga kapag matagal na...and how many times do i have to tell myself na bawal nga yun sa ngwowork out....gumagamit ako ng abs machine ehh...pero irregular ang paggamit ko nun!!!kasi...ang sakit kaya...and i dont have all the time...
nahahalata ba sa kilos mo kapag lasing ka!? tanginang mga kabanda ko ehh....lasing daw ako!?
ang saya kagabi...first gig ng banda kong wala pang maxadong practice...hahaha...masaya ang banda kapag ngcracram..promise!
Currently listening to: erase/rewind-cardigan's
Currently feeling: groggy
Posted by AiA at 02:41 AM | kapow...

August 4th, 2004

dew...


im almost happy....
almost content...
parang kanta ng k's choice....
tapos...
biglang aalis yung gitarista namen...
sa tuesday na....
argh....
im almost happy....
almost content...
Posted by AiA at 01:13 PM | kapow...

August 5th, 2004

msaya ito!

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Currently listening to: mother,mother-tracy bonham
Currently feeling: sobrang sleepy....
Posted by AiA at 05:04 PM | kapow...

kapag bored sa school...


minsan walang prof...
minsan ayaw makinig sa prof...
kaya ako 'eto ginagawa ko ehh...
ginawa ko 'to around 9 am
august 3
sa tech. writing class ko...
absent prof ehh....
surname ko 'to
columna

Coldness conquer my body
another sleepless night.
water keeps fallin' from my eyes
as pillow absorbs these loneliness that i've cried.
Only you have made me feel this way.
you know i dont deserve this.
why didn't you stay!?
Laughter's never been a friend.
i can't speak
i can't smile
don't wanna be fake
i have to cry...
Useless as it may seems.
my sanity, i wanna redeem
before i lose it...
before i cut myself and be with you!
Memories won't vanish.
the times when you're still strumming your guitar.
and your voice sounds so warm
i keep on wondering
when will i hear you again!?
when will these pain go away?!
Nobody can replace you.
nobody can be like you.
nobody can love me the way you do...
so stupid of me...
i didn't notice
And now...
i wanna see you...
i wanna feel you...
im taking my life now...
i can't hold on!


argh...tang'na....naiyak ako dun ahh
this is actually for my dad...
whom i really really miss a lot!
Currently listening to: boses ng mga kamag-aral ang ingay ampf
Currently feeling: empty
Posted by AiA at 05:26 PM | kapow...

kacornihan chuchu....

 Anger filled my system

No one could ever mend

Giving me so much pressure

Intended to ruin my emotion.

Encouraging me to come to another dimension.

no i dont wanna die just yet...

Currently listening to: amazing-aerosmith
Posted by AiA at 05:36 PM | kapow...

ang mga gitarista...bow!


bat ganun?!
kelan lang nabalita yung sa pagkakabaril sa guitarist ng urban dub
then yung sa pagpanaw ng guitarist ng greyhoundz
then yung suicidal act ni chico of kapatid

'eto naman mas shocking news sa part ko...
yung gitarista namen mag aabroad na
sasakay na ng barko
papanaw na ren...

then last night
yung isa naman...
gusto na reng pumanaw....
ano ba kayo!?
wag nio kong iwan....

goodluck for both of you!
Currently listening to: fall on me-moonstar otso otso
Posted by AiA at 05:53 PM | kapow...

may masabi lang 'to ahh....


kaya pinahirapan ko nga...
haba nyan noh...

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ayan pinalitan ko......
sabi kasi ni nikoy ehh....
hahahhaha....
ewan ko sa inyo!!!
ang gago ng ngsabing exotic ako!
Currently listening to: far behind-candlebox
Currently feeling: walang magawa
Posted by AiA at 06:11 PM | 1 whoosh...

August 11th, 2004

school sux....i tell u...

Posted by AiA at 01:16 PM | kapow...

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August 12th, 2004

walang magawa ehh

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You are the Bride of Valentine. You hold your heart
in your hand, a broken heart that has been
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Currently reading: scariest filipino stories chuchu
Currently feeling: ngsasayang ng oras
Posted by AiA at 05:34 PM | kapow...

August 13th, 2004

fuckin' tired...


tired of all this bullshit's thats happening lately....
i feel totally stressed out!
im longing to have a peace of mind....
but why cant i gain one?!
deym....ka'bwiset!!!
i just wanted to burst this emotion....
sorry about this....
when will our midterm be over?!
argh....
Posted by AiA at 02:25 PM | kapow...

im not really sure about this....

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Posted by AiA at 02:26 PM | kapow...

August 14th, 2004

ano kaya mangyayare sa future ko!?


dahil sa tamad akong mag review 4 midterm:

nakita ko kanina
ang mga mata ng taong
tila nanghuhusga...
bakit ganun?!
may alam ba sila!?

narinig ko kanina
ang mga boses ng anghel...
binubulong ay pag-asa...
meron nga ba?!
bat hindi ko maramdaman!?

katulad ng dati...
ang takot ay nagwagi...
bakit ganun!?
pinipilit kong lumaban
at harapin ang mga bagay
na nagbibigay ng takot sa dibdib

hindi ko na kaya?!
bubuksan ang ilaw
para makita ang liwanag...
bat ba ko nagkukubli sa dilim!?
wala naman akong lakas ng loob
para ito'y solohin...
anjan ka ba?!
sasamahan mo ba ako!?
tingnan mo ako...
mukhang tanga...
hindi alam ang sasabihin...
hindi alam ang ita-type...
ngayon ko lang nalaman...
enjoy pala mag-type ng walang laman...
ehehhehe
ewan ko?
3p lang...
walang magawa mode!!
wheeeeeeeehaaaaaaa....
kala mo totoo na!?
harharharharharhar...
Currently listening to: landslide-tori amos
Currently feeling: landslide brought me down
Posted by AiA at 05:16 PM | kapow...

hmmmmmm.......

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Like Amy, you often find yourself overwhelmed with day to day life and the outcomes of your decisions. As well as making a special place for yourself outside of reality to ease your suffereing. You are sweet and subtle with your messages and they are often misconcepted, but none the less, heard.
Posted by AiA at 07:22 PM | kapow...

August 30th, 2004

at last......


ayun!
nakadalaw ulit ako sa tabs ko!!!
nakakamiss lang....
nakakatawa yung nabasa kong sa dyaryo kanina...
you're so pasaway the you....really now!!!
hahahha
yun lng...
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August 31st, 2004

Ancient
You Are The Ancient Vampiress. Your history
surpasses them all. You've seen it all and
you've done it all. Nothing seems to rattle
you.You're the best kind of Vampiress to have
around.
Posted by AiA at 08:27 AM | kapow...