Entries for May, 2005

May 9th, 2005

disadvantage of having a cellphone...

it'll gonna ring or vibrate in the middle of the night

and...worst...you despise the sender

i used to care about things that im gonna deliver

but now...the hell....

i thought it'll be better if we remain friends

but as what im seeing things...nah!

ok...im gonna leave it as that

if you want to hate me.....go ahead!!!

if you think i lied.....yeah! i did!

d'you think i'll suffer!?

HAH!!!

pootangina.......

one thing i'll assure you though....

i never lied...

i've tried my fucking best to be what you want me to be....

but that's the only thing i could give....

kung iniwan man kita!!!

kagagawan mo yun!

isipin mo kung baket....

lintek!!!

 

 

Currently listening to: love moves in mysterious stupid ways
Currently feeling: perky
Posted by AiA at 01:09 PM | 1 whoosh...

May 14th, 2005

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amfotah!

bad 3p...

merong duwag na nagsesend saken ng business card!!!

well,

etong masasabi ko sayo!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

mhuah....

salamat!!!

amishu tu....

waheheheheh....

Posted by AiA at 02:14 PM | 2 whoosh...

May 26th, 2005

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lherica's leaving me...

and i've never felt such loneliness...i feel like everyone's leaving and me....just here....not moving.......nakakasad!!! i dont have someone to share my thoughts with....laugh with....share some dirty talks with... i wanted to tell her to keep the fight pero i guess she's tired and wanted to isolate herself in her room...just there alone!!! hayy.... kakaburyong 'yan girl!!!

well,ako ren eh...

i feel like i've reached my destination...and wanted to stop... problem is i'm still in the search of figuring out where the heck i am...i dont feel like my feet is taking me to a right place...if i stop... i wouldn't gonna know where i should be?!plus, i'm doing this for the sake of my reputation-- pweh!kawawa naman mama ko pag nagstop ako sa studies...sabi nia dadalhin nia daw ako sa australia at don maghahanap ng decent job....tagal....para maagaw ko na ren si daniel johns kay natalie!!!

'bwiset sa school....

sana naging mayaman na lang ako para i wouldn't gonna go thru all that bullshit na pupunta pa sa kung saang floors to get that piece of paper  signed!tapos they'll gonna make you promise to study harder this time...kala naman nila sincere ang mga studyante sa paggawa ng reconsideration letter na 'yun!? kundi ba naman mga hangal!!! 'bwiset talaga yang calculus eh...hayy....

it's pretty tiring...but i'll hold on...i'm gonna take all these suffering's and pain and all that hardship's and trials...i know i can make it!!! good thing im a masochist!! heheheh....pervert ampftah...

ngayon...mag-isa na lang akong maglalakad lakad sa kawalan... i'll surely gonna miss you,lherica!!! 'bwiset ka dalawang beses pa sasakay pag pumunta sa inyo!! malapit na maging 7.50php ang pamasahe!!! 'bwiset ka!!!di bale....lulutuan mo naman ako ng favorite kong siomai dba?!

Posted by AiA at 01:18 PM | 1 whoosh...

May 29th, 2005

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last saturday...tinawagan ako ng ninong ng ate ko...matagal na nia kong kino-convince maging talent nia...isa kase xang talent scout at simula grade 4 ako fan ko na yun!! 

so....sabi nia sama daw ako sa escapade nila with his talents na sobrang ga2leng kumanta! at ewan ko ba kung anong panama ko sa mga yun! 10 years old pa lang sobrang galeng na !!! sarap pagsasampalin eh....imbes na nagaaral...

sabi nia saken....

xa: "ano bang napapala mo sa pagbabanda?! wala namang pera jan eh...eh dito kumikita kame 5,000 isang gabi lang"

ako:"hindi naman kc ako pang-birit eh...wala naman akong boses maxado...tsaka...wala akong showmanship...hindi ko kaya magproject ng mga ganyan...mukhang tanga eh!!!"

xa:"eh kaya nga tuturuan ka namen eh...madali naman matutunan yun...tignan mo si jonalyn viray....kasamahan lang namen yun eh...tignan mo...mayaman na!!!"

ako:"pag-iisipan ko na lang...."

xa:" oh cge....basta magpapicture ka na ng whole body para mapasa ko sa pinoy pop superstar...."

nyak!!!

eh ayoko nga eh.... kundi rin lang banda....hindi na lng siguro ako kakanta...tsaka ayoko naman gawing career ang pagkanta eh.... parang hindi ko maxadong magugustuhan...hindi katulad  kapag banda kung kelan mo lng gustong magpractice...go! walang freedom eh...hindi makakalipad si darna.....err si angel pala! angel locsin!? heheheh....sabi ko pa " baka pwede mo ng i-manage kahit ala-kitchie nadal!?" sbi nia hndi raw...ayaw nia maghandle ng banda kasi magulo daw...madaming utak ang umaandar hndi daw nia kayang imotivate bawat isa..may sari2ling desisyon....ahh ewan! pero naintindihan ko...kung hindi lang nagtayo ng lrt sa recto at hindi nademolished ang pwesto nia eh di hindi naapektuhan ang business nia...eh di meron na 'kong manager....papayag yun for sure...kumpare sila ng tatay ko eh....

bigla kong naalala...gitarista pala 'to ng tatay ko noon....

ako:" ayy kuya lino, asan na yung gitara mong 12 string!? ginagamit mo ba?! akin na lng muna yun....magpapractice lang ako!"

xa:"nasa bahay eh...cge ihahatid ko sa bahay nio pag may time!"

whoooohoooo.....

tapos....pinakanta nia pala muna ko... eto nga kinanta ko eh...favorite

ko 'to nowadays...wag na lng naten tanong kung baket ok!?

Tell me where it hurts


Why is that sad look in your eyes 
Why are you crying? 
Tell me now,tell me now
Tell me why you're feelin' this way 
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!  
Is it your heart  
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces 
Makin' you cry  
And makin' you feel blue  
Is there anythin' that I can do 
  
Why don't you tell me where it hurts
now, baby  
And I'll do my best to make it better  
Yes, I'll do my best to make
those tears all go away  
Just tell me where it hurts  
Now, tell me  
And I love you with a love so tender  
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away    

Where are all those tears coming from  
Why are they falling? 
somebody, somebody,
somebody left your heart in the cold  
You just need somebody to hold on, baby 
Give me a chance 
To put back all the pieces  
Take hold of your heart  
Make it just like new 
There's so many things that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts
now, baby  
And I'll do my best to make it better  
Yes, I'll do my best to make
those tears all go away  
Just tell me where it hurts  
Now, tell me  
And I love you with a love so tender  
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away     

Is it your heart  
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces 
Makin' you cry  
makin' you feel blue  
Is there anythin' that I can do 

wushu....sintir!!!hahahah

Currently listening to: sleeps with butterfly...
Posted by AiA at 02:16 PM | 3 whoosh...