Entries for August, 2005

August 13th, 2005


he said he Love's heR...
for Like one and a half yeaR...
then he gave heR a fLoweR
amidst all these people
whom they don't know?!
he confess his undying love
which is really sweet...

but still...
she can't feeL anything?!

that's because..
she's fucking numb!!!


is she stiLL noRmaL?!
can this be cured?!
she thinks she'LL be needing heLp this time...

Currently feeling: cRap!!
Posted by AiA at 01:14 PM | kapow...

August 14th, 2005

he gave me fLoweRs.... pink this time...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

but i said no.....

theRe's reaLLy no chance....

Posted by AiA at 05:54 AM | kapow...

the most iRReLevant question for me is...

 

 

 

 

 

 

WHY?!

you shouLd know why...

you must figuRe it out youRseLf...

don't ask me

for i don't even know why?!

i just feeL Like doing it!!!

Currently feeling: stressed
Posted by AiA at 06:16 AM | kapow...

August 21st, 2005

 

 

you aRe

wRong
FuckeD


and oveR-Rated


i think im gonna be sick


and its youR fauLt

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


this is the end of eveRything
you aRe the end of eveRything...

 

 

 

ano nga uLet titLe 'neto?!
namiss ko bigLa CD ko'ng sLipknot
na bigay ng bestfRend ko nung B-day ko
ahay...
speaking of B-day...
gRRR...
ayoko mag-20!!!

Currently listening to: sLipknot
Posted by AiA at 01:36 PM | kapow...

August 25th, 2005

at...

bigLang nanumbaLik

ang pagmamahaL ko kay dave gRohL...

pRomise mahaL ko na xa uLet...

dati kc 2nd yeaR high schooL ko pa xa kRas eh...

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best of you?
Is someone getting the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best of you?
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best of you?


Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best of you?
Is someone getting the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best of you?
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting
the best of you?

Currently listening to: best fo you-foo fighteR's
Posted by AiA at 09:07 AM | kapow...

August 27th, 2005

answeet ng boifRend ng LiL sisteR ko

abay akaLain mong nakipag-date xa kanina

dahiL 2nd monthsaRy na niLa ng boifRend nia...

awwwwww.....

wLa Lang...

inggit daw ako sabi ng oLdeR sis ko

the heLL...

mas bata naman tLga isip ko kesa dun eh...

ang gaLeng nga nun mag-saing

ako hindi maRunong eh

)

 

 

 

 

eh baket?! monthsaRy Rin naman namen

ngaun ni spike eh...

1st monthsaRy na namen...

wheehee...

sakit pa Ren...pRo ok na!!?

Currently feeling: nostalgic
Posted by AiA at 02:02 PM | 2 whoosh...

In the lonesome season she loses her hope,
it isnt always black but she wishes it was...
so that she cant see...
the world that full of regrets and hatred
so that she cant feel....
the pain of being love
so that nobody can see her...
in pain and in hapiness
when her dream breaks
the eyelids that beat her desires,
everything reverses. So?
some night she may cry,
but if the starlight fingers her grief
she declares certainty and sleeps...
because she was been defeated by herself...
she still can't control this world..
her eyelids beat her desires...

----LheRica

 

im missing my bestfRiend

*sigh

Posted by AiA at 02:42 PM | kapow...