November 21st, 2006
paRanoia..what?! what if it's foR ReaL?!
he neveR said it...
and im not feeLing it
was it because im just being paRanoid?
thinking of things...
of peopLe...
of...his past...
I've neveR been this skeptic..
I'm ussuaLLy caReLess...
of who you ReaLLy aRe
whom you've been with...
thing's you've done..
oR things you've been doing...
but now...
eveRything matteRs...
even that oLd pictuRe
you've been keeping foR 6 yeaRs...
yeah! 6 cReepy yeaRs..
and me...just a month
and now eveRytime i'm aLone
thoughts of you togetheR again
scaRes the shit out of me...
is this what you caLLed Love?
fuLL of doubts?!
fuLL of question's?!
unwanted answeRs?!
stupid mockeRy...
i wanna be aLone again...
to just Runaway just Like what i aLways do
but i wanna be aLone
with him...
it's coRny