^AngeL |NsouciaN?....

im homeLess...

pLease adopt me

AiA

aLRight..
so my mom neveR ReaLLy wanted me to Leav i guess..
but she's not taLking to me though..
i' dont ReaLLy wanna go and taLk to heR
because i know aLL my fauLts..
and that im causing heR so much pain aLReady..
but...
i know she can't be happy with whom i'm with...
i cant deaL with that..
i've tRied Letting go...
but its haRd to Let go
when the one uR with...
is doing eveRything what he can..
and the one youR with isnt ReaLLy doing anything bad
at aLL...
what he's doing is..gReat!
i've feLt whoLe..
compLete...
and safe...
though its wRong...
i dont wanna be unfaiR anymoRe to myseLf...
i know time wiLL come that i wiLL Let go
because my mom doesnt ReaLLy want him...
but seeing aLL his effoRts...










its just so....haRd!
beLieve me..
i've tRied to Let go once...
but nothing happend...
he pRoved to me what he can do...
and that is enough foR me to hoLd on.... ='(
but im not compLeteLy happy though..
sheeesh...