Entries for November, 2007

November 15th, 2007

so mushy

eewe.. hahaha

gonna watch beowouL LateR at gReenbeLt...

im on VGH but i dont know yet... sheesh..

i wanna go home and sLeep...

its coLd

and im cRaving foR something soft, waRm and tendeR.. bed and pillow that is....

i need to Rest

but my Team LeadeR wont allow me to haha 

gotta update blogs once and awhile

catcha soon... 

Posted by AiA at 04:05 AM | kapow...

November 30th, 2007

boi..oh boi!


i've been absent foR 2 days..
and 30 minutes late today...
woRLd is so compLicated
so do i...

had an aRguent with my beau...
why?!
i dunno?!
about him..being... faiR..
i guess..
he used to tell me eveRything...
now he's being secRetive..
i used to know his passwoRd...
he changed it...
'said he just wanted to be faiR..
weLL i dont want him to be faiR!!!
i wanna know if he's stiLL keeping oLd messages!
and it just fReaks me out!

he neveR wants me to Let go...
he dRagged me oveR to the cab
and we taLked about him..neveR wanting to Let me go...
its quite annoying..
when you aLReady pRepaRed youRseLf  foR this
then, you'LL Listen to his haRdship...
which i can see...
and aLL you can do is... REALIZE!
hai...
he ReaLLy Loves me...
and im happy naman...
kaso...
im huRting with the stuff i can/hear..
pRobabLy this is what you caLLed paRanoia...
im becoming so emotionaL
when it comes to his past..
but what good about it is..
he assuRes me..
im just soRRy foR saying negative things to him..
Like being woRthLess, stupid, and aLL..
i dunno how to make it up to him
saying soRRy isnt enough..
but iLL tRy to make it up with him
i dont wanna be heRe now.. CVG sucks now!
tsk...
maLapit na ko mateRminate..
i can feeL it!
Posted by AiA at 02:04 AM | kapow...
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