February 4th, 2008
..*sigh...
today..
i dont ReaLly know what's my pRobLem..
i just wanted to Remain quiet..
coz even if i speak.. he won't undeRstand..
noR do i even undeRstand my own seLf?
i dont ReaLLy know..
i know im being so unfaiR foR Letting go just Like that..
but the onLy thing im suRe of..
is that i wanted to be myseLf again..
i wanted to go out with oLd fRiends
without him aLways fetching me...
today..
foR suRe he'LL go ang pLay fucking skateboaRd...
i dont want him to pLay...
just Like he doesnt want me to go out with fRiends..
just Like he doesnt want me to weaR my favoRite cLothes...
today..
he Left me on the jeepney whiLe aRguing..
he toLd me not to sLap him infRont of peopLe...
im just pLaying with him..
he took it seRiousLy..
'guess his tiRed of me acting Like this..
acting Like a kid...
weLL i feeL Like acting Like it..
i kept quiet..
he's asking whats wRong..
i yeLLed and said... "nothing!"
today..
i want to use my cellfone..
he has my bag..
yeah! that was his...
that bag was his xmas gift..
but i need to get aLL my things!
f*ckeR!
tonight..
i know he'LL come heRe at home..
just Like what he aLways does when we aRgue
i need to have my things..
and then..
foRget about him!